Endless Love ~

Fall in love is not and easy thing for me. But love teach me to sincere, teach me to manage time, teach me to be mature. Fall in love is the most wonderful things in the world. After 5 years being a single person. I was thinking to open a little bit of space in my heart to being in love again.

Love is the subject things. You can always in love with everything around you.

~I'm in love~

Setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan ;(

Cepat je masa berlalu. Pejam celik pejam celik dh dekat 4 month i kt Birmingham. N pejam celik pejam celik dh 4 months jugak lah i knew kak nad. A person yg byk tolong i n nadiah time 1st time arrived kt Birm. N today 30/12/2010 at 10pm is going to be her last godbye to Birimingham.

N this is a bit of a last moment die kt Bimingham as so called at our house. 140 wellhead lane always remain as it is..InsyaAllah..A thousand thank you for every helps that u give to us..I always pray for your success n future.. Amin

Start Planning Ahead

U guys tahu x ape perasaan datang blaja jauh2 then at the end after nearly 4 month ddk dekat rumah and not going anywhere. Like someone yg ade passionate to travel but thinking of the costing that might cost!! "sigh". That's wat happen to me now. After nearly 4 month i bru dpt g London once!!tu pon 1 hari plus buat case study.. Damn boring my life cmtu..Its seem all my friends kt sini at least 2 month ade la jugak g Manchester or Liverpool or Leicester or Scotland or New Castle or Cardiff or Bristol..I told u guys dlm UK itself lg x pernah nk explore.. manetah lg Europe..hahahaha.

But don't get me wrong orite. When it come to spending on parents money we need to choose rite? We need to consider the affordability, the quality and the time that we might spend, and the place we might going..(Fuhh ayat cikgu sgt!!) Yeah anyway.. actually it's true.In UK there alot of travel agencies where they do offers advantages to the customer as well as them. Me and a friend of my was thinking to go for a holiday in Barcelona n Paris in February. We tried to choose for the very cheaper flight as we can get. Tho!! it not easy as u guys think okay!! kne rajin search all the flight that landed at the place we going..At least my friend take at least a day jugak nk search for the very cheaper flight. When i said CHEAPER!! I realy mean it orite..U can get a one way flight for only cost u about 6 pound okay!!.. But it u lucky enough u can even get 6 pound for a return tix.(but that is very rare happen..hahaha) I've told ya LUCKY ENOUGH!!

Anyhow we did find a tix for Paris n Barcelona.. We need to take at least 3 different flight to this destination.. So that means we need to choose different kind of prices.. "sighs" okay la at least we manage to find one..n anway we do also manager to purchase those tix too..we will be going for a week to these destination.. from BIRMINGHAM -- BARCELONA -- PARIS-- BIRMINGHAM (home sweet home)

Opss almost forgot where to stay kt sne nnt??hmmm...haven't book any hostels or place to sleep..anyway it's called backpackers trip..Let Gambleeeee Babeh!!!..hahaha..redah je..kalau kne tido kt airport pon redah je la..ade aku kesah :p hahaha

BARCELONA n PARIS HERE WE COME!!!!!!YAYYYY!!

Hilang Seorang Lagi Housemate!!

Salam, this week is such a meaningful week. With the boxing day n shopping havoc. N the most important person at my housemate is going back to malaysia for good okay for good..hmm tsktsktsk kind of sad. sbb from the very 1st day i arrived kt birm ni she been helping me alot wif the condition here..till the day i move in her house as an new rental.. I am glad to knw u kak nad..happy for u n I always pray for your success in future undertaking. Enjoy yr days back in Msia orite kak nad!! ;))

This is the pictures as so called a farewell dinner at shahi masala, under abg zahran treat..N the chaotic of boxing experience with her... Enjoy it!! :D* wink

 Yg kiri skali that is kak Nadheera..the very important person..best knwing u kak nad.. ;))

 kak nad!!!hehehe

The 140 Wellhead Lane will be missing always

p/s: sorry la gambar sume muke nmpk sopak sket..camera hp cikai la katekan..akibat lupe bwk camera lah ni..nway yr memories will always remains kak nad!! ;))

shop shop shop..till u drop!!

yay!!! boxing day it is just happened to be last 2 days ago.whhooosshh.scary scary. I really having a nightmare the nite of boxing day u ols. This is the problem of having a card. Xkire la credit card or a debit card. kalau happen to someone like me. NOT WORKING. STILL STUDY. NO LOAN (accept for FAMA.. as mean FATHER MOTHER la kan). BUTTTT..LOVE TO SHOP..adoooaaii..pening pening.. N guess what?? i did really shop alot but then i so in love wit all the branding thing. its seem kt sini when its come to boxing day all the branding things ni kan like serve to all the customer..tunduk begging for the sympathize mintak dibeli.. guess what? it so true about the story of "THE CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC". supper duper true. actually the point im saying this is that i've done some of the mistake actually. yela ade card kan..ape lg swipe la all the time la.. g Ted Baker lah, g French Connection lah, g All Saint lah, g Prada lah, g River Island lah, g Urban Outfitters lah, plus barang-barang online lah.. plus skrg kan macam-macam fashion sources u can get wit just one click on the web.. "Sighs". bad bad bad influence i am..hahaha..

Anyway a part of it, actually im enjoying it this boxing day .. even tho some people out there might say i am to over dose with all this..but dont get me wrong..boxing day is just once a year.. n im buying all this branded thing for my family..But i dpt la things that i need beside their thing kan..aip org tolong beli kne la dpt habuaan jugak kan.. xkan la pandang-pandang n terliur je tgk..No way No way man..hahahah

my new Ted Baker's watch. Im buying this due to my 5 years old watch is being left at kak maz's house when i help her with the dishes at her's house. Then I did ask her to keep it for me. But to due to alot of submission i forgot to take my watch n she has gone back to msia. I hope she still keep my watch coz i still love the watch.. my besday present from ibu.. ;(( tsktsktsk..how careless i am.."sigh" 

my River Island's sling beg. and Republic's scaft..so in love with this beg. This beg make me go early 2 day bfore boxing day.. Due to one new rule that i heard from Selfridges & Co staff that they started sale item early than the usually boxing day..Luckily me, cos i when to River Island 2 days before boxing n found out this beg only left one!!!okay!!no more waiting just grab it la kan.. Gila ok Gila this people kalau sale canot wait punye..CHAOS OKAY!! hahaha

The Ted Baker's handbag. I was thinking to give this beg to ibu. If she want it la kan. Tiada paksaan. But if ibu xnk no problem anakanda kan ade..hahahaha..I always sedia menggunakan kannye..Nway kalau ibu xnk i will need to think of buying something else then... :D*shopping mode*

 The Ben Shermen's t-shirt for any boys in my family ke..So cute t-shirt ni..cos ade that image that i admire..

Go brothers choose for yrself k.. :)

  The River Island's shirt for any boys in my family ke..Go brothers choose for yrself k.. :)

 Whooohhsss this one is the expensive t-shirt i ever bought.. a Ted Baker's t-shirt..I was thinking of giving this to my big brother but nway there's a freedom of choosing..Up to them..Go brothers choose for yrself k.. :)

This cap is special request from my 2nd brother, Fattah..He's the only one want a golf cap..I guess this is the one..n I found it at Ted Baker..I think he might like it..n I like it too.. :D*mode puas..sbb he's the only yg request..n i found it..haha*

This belt I really like it..I love to give it to my beloved Ayah..no worried ayah u got one from Ted Baker too..

:D

 This is my I dont really knw what they call this kind of baju but then i love it.. from French Connection..

This is my favaret dress nway i like it so much..n was thinking how am i going to wear this dress in more sopan way..hahaha..it's from French Connection..

This is the ankle boots that i always admire it but never ever plan of buying it okay!!but the end when boxing day arrived this shoe only left 3 pairs..n there's a size of 6..which is my size!!..plus it only cost me only 15 pound at River Island..Owh Man i cant resist it!!grad n go la what else..sbb dh mmg jodoh dgn kasut ni.. :P

A part of buying this for all your information NONE of this okay NONE!! had cost me more than 50 pound.. Trust me okay only mum's handbag from Ted Baker that one and only that cost 90 pound..Beside that all the things that i've shown up here only cost less than 50 pound..including my Ted Baker's watch which is the normal price is 178 pound bfore sale..now it happen to be 35pound (Okay dont ever convert it la kan..kalau nk convert g balik Msia skrg!!) See how's the effect of boxing day?? Im so in love wit this shopping thing.. this is my self satisfaction..So I do what i want.. :D

P/S: Anybody that thinking of buying something just click on online source such as Ted Baker or Selfiridges or anything that u guys think of cant afford in msia..here xder istilah cant afford..sale are everywhere guys!!. for whatever u guys want.n im willing of helping to buy u guys the thing that u want.. :D

nway actually i did swipe swipe the card until kne decline..it only happened on boxing day okay..shhhhh!! dont tell my mum.. :P

Hiya Notts Game!!

Hiya all. This is all about Nottingham Game yg i g last saturday. It was a great weekend tho!. I really had a great time with tho people(not to mention all the Birmingham Masoc).Actually entry ni dh lame but the problem wif me is that i so so so lame n lazy. Nway here all the all M'sia students were united. My 1st date was happen here too..dont be shock guys.hahaha..Its was happy to met boyfriend when you on the way to look for happiness. He just came at the right moment of my life. Where i need him the most. He b there for me. Im such a lucky person. Thank you Allah for this happiness. Well guys u may deserve to watch a gazillion of Notts game pic.. What they say?Pictures speak louder than words rite..Enjoy the pics ya!!the most memorable moment of my life happen here.N i am a really happy person at the moment.:D

The Story Started Here.

Mmg benar org kate dtg sini x payah la bwk baju banyak-banyak.Sikit2 dah la.Nnt sure kt sini beli punye.Hahaha.Tp for yr information i kt airport my beg OVERLOAD OK!!!.Tp u jgn risau.Tu bkn baju k, tu semua stock makanan 1 tahun kt sini k.haha.Ok i tell u.its a super duper serious.Mmg kt sini die punye shopping like heaven.Tambah lagi I ni.x nyabar2 nk tggu boxing day.N big sale n watsoon lg la kan..I rse i dah cukup dah beli bende2 yg spptnye i beli.N some of it not on sale k.! adooiii.

Tp i got this big prob la kay!yg i sendiri x dpt nk buang.haha.I just loves the shoes ALOT!! i bwk dr msia 4 pasang kasut k!!.1 nk pakai time summer..1 nk pakai time winter..1 nk pakai time feeling2 gurl-gulish sket..1 lg nk pakai time tgh kalut2 ka x..g class lmbt ka..Uish sume tu amik kira tu..kang silap pakai kasut ka..lari kejar bus terpeleot kang..sapa yg ssh??I jugak..haha 

 

Okeh my friends yg g skali ngn I pon bwk 1 pasang kasut jek ok! I terkejut k..haha..Pas2 die kate nnt kt Birmingham die nk beli lg..Aleh-aleh i yg excited.I dah tambah 2 pasang kasut baru lg dh kt sini.Die baru 3 kasut..hahaha.Sengal tol.I x boleh la kalau kasut ni.I jadik hyper sket.Excited die melampau-lampau.Tp I ni habit 1 ja.I pakai kasut tu sampai lunyai.smpai koyak rabak kay!!jgn main-main k..Kasut i yg 6 tahun lepas i pakai lg k kt rumah.Si Puma tuh.Smpai dah ade mulut dah.Still g JAHIT KAT KEDAI OKEH!!!.hahaha. Punye sayang.Yela sbb tahu beli pakai duit bkn pakai air liuq ja..hahaha

 

Ni la 3 kasut dlm kotak tu..1 I pakai.

Truly Asia okay!!

This is my new shoes.Over sgt x smpi 2 bulan dh beli 2 kasut baru.Adooaaiii

Amacam??murah jek kan??for 1 pound 50 u can get i kind of shoes??

where else u can get huh!!here la..haha

AND THE WINNER OF ALL SHOES I EVER HAD IS....

TARAAAAAAAA....

My new adidas shoe wif the purple striped kt tapak die..tu yg membuatkan

i x dpt tido mlm tu..colour die pon limited tuh..

Siap ade bulu-bulu lg tuh kt dlm kasut..bg my feet stay warmer n comfort

Abis la kalau Ibu i tahu ni.hehe.sorry ibu..just one just one..this time je..hehe.i cant help it.sorry mummy..Please forgive yr daughter yg sengal ni..love u ibu..muahhhzzz..heeeee ;)

Its Been...

Its been 30 days since my last update the blog.N has been 45 days since i tinggalkan malaysia.Yg last update pon bukan cerita pasal my journey in kt Birmingham.Sighhhss. Adoi terukan i.Dh la jarang update blog.I wish i could.But bile smpi niat nk update blog.Mesti terbantut dgn keja degree.Yeah wlpun nmpk sikit.But for me it's really important to me.Even one piece of paper pon i really take it seriously.Bkn ape bile i dtg sini pon i really put alot of afford.Not just me.My parents as well.So i xnk la just dtg sekadar nk enjoy je.For me i want both, I nk parents i xmenyesal antar i blaja kt sini n I bukan skadar a scroll je.I want more than that.I nk on the convo day the Dean call my name as a Excellence Designer ke ape-ape yg patut la.hehe.over kan??mengade btol. hahah.

Do u guys know when do i realize i wanted this.It on the 20th September 2010.1st day i started class.N 1 day i silap masuk group Masters.hahaha.Funny la.Adoi buat malu je.Haha.I nk more than anything if i can.I want the scholarship as well!!i want to feel how the scholarship student feel like??N im sure it feel heaven rite??Haha.I knew it.Im not that kind of girl yg hidup wealthy gile.Smpi dtg sini every weekend boleh g jenjln merata-rata k.Absolutely that not me k.Its a true story k.I ade kwn yg i knl kt sini.Mmg duit on the finger tip je wey.I sendiri tgk ayah die letak dlm account bank die.Utk die saje dah BERRATUS-RATUS ribu beb!! terbeliak bijik mate wey!!rse nk nanges pon ade.haha.Org tnye u dah settle bank dah? jawapan die senang. Tah ayah i dh settlekan dh.tah lah tah lah..Tu je wey jawapan die.Pas dtg sini.Almost every week nk g tour.Siap ajak I lg.Tp since i tahu my parents not that wealthy, so ade certain bende i need to sacrificed la.

Mne bole nk semua bende rite dlm dunia ni.Tp i x kesah sbb i know sure one day i, insyaAllah akan dpt jugak. InsyaAllah.It a matter of time je. ;)

Wey ape jad letak pic family kan?haha.xder kne mengena lansung dgn tajuk kali ni.

Tah la sbb rindu la kot.

my life is really full of art

Mmg org kate hidup ni macam-macam yg kita kan lalui. tp apa yg pasti tak semua yg kita lalui itu akan selalunye bahagia kan? tak semua yg kite dapat pasti kan memuaskan hati kita kan?

That is what im having here in Birmingham. bukan dari segi keadaan tp semua bende. Tp i memang akan akur n pretend yg i ni seorg yg sabar n boleh hadapi semua bende sbb org sekeliling i. Banyak memberi impak yg besar utk i hadapi semua ni. Setiap org ade pendapat diorg sendiri but ni i punye blog soo lantak i la kan nk tulis ape rite. :P

Seriously for the, bole la ckp second time i smpi sini.Last year tu kire dtg sini for a holiday soo like cam semua bende cam not really take a serious note. Sbb dah name pon Holiday kan!!! HOLIDAY la ape lg..hahaha. but this time really mencabar banyak kesabaran i. I ni dari dulu lg i mmg x berape suke complain bout things kalau people complain je i byk diam.Like pretend to be a good listener.Tp padalah i dah muakk!!!OK!! im sick of listening to complaints..manusia x pernah puas!!!pada i it's better to anggap all the things adalah balasan or any other word. UJIAN ALLAH SWT tuk UMAT die!!! so try to learn n face the fact la.Ingt bagus ke asek complaints n merungut je all the time.Sekali Allah bg betol2 baru tau.Nauzubillah la kan.Kite mintak2 jgn la kan. ;D

Mmg la ssh tuk accept the things.But we have to learn la to give a try or at least..ok at least think about it rite..sumtime manusia ni selalu nk ikutkan perasaan je..x fikir things in future kan??I pon sumtime like that jugak.. but at least i sedar diri..n senyap2...hahahhahahahahhahahahha..wateverrr kan kan..blog i suke ati i la kan?? hahahahhahah 

*So Pikir-pikirkan n Selamat Beramal!!

flying high up in the sky

This is not easy.

Still going to get thru another tough experience.

~Im saying Goodbye~

~Without Looking back~

~But Memories keep Locking in My Head~

I never expected to go thru all this tough moment when i choose to pursue my studies. I just pray n do n listen  n follow to all the rules n regulations through out the whole process. Never know that Allah give this wide opportunities that very rare happen to other people. InsyaAllah with all the support n pray from family, lecturers, friends, best buddy I will never let all of u down. I feel sad sometimes when my mind keep on thinking bout what going to happen in future. How i will suffer hardest things alone. When I'm depress alone. I hope u guys still love n accept me the way I'm in future.  

i know u guys always be by myside,

that is the key to keep me strong until now.

~the last meeting all my best friends~

31th August 2010

with love

farahiyahzaini